The pros about him being gone and the cons .
I miss him more and more each day that he is being gone .
I have to keep myself distracted or I start missing him like crazy .
I get this feeling in my stomach that makes me feel so impatient for him to get back .
I sit here and think about all of the memories that we have had together .
I think about how amazing his kiss is going to be when he gets home .
This is man means more then anything in the world to me and I do not know what I would do without him in my life . Before him I was going through some rough times . We met at just the right time . I would have never known that he was going to be the one until I looked into his eyes , held his hand , & kissed him for the very first time . I didn't know what to say or how to say anything anymore . All I could think about was the fact that I have never felt the butterflies in my tummy before . I have never even felt a smile across my face while I was kissing someone before until I met him . I would have never known what love was if he was never around . There is so many things that I could say about him , but that would take me days to write . I know that I could say some of the memories that we have had together , but all I can remember is the day that he purposed to me , & him saying :
"Torri-Lynn Gonzales , will you marry me ? "
That was the moment that my life changed forever . The moment that I knew that I had found the right one and I was going to be with him for a long time . When I noticed that I he was the one and I never wanted anyone else no matter what was to happen . I know that me and him could fight through anything and everything , & nothing is going to tear us down . I love him more then life itself and I couldn't live without him .
Yes , some friendships may last for a long time .
Yes , some just get ripped apart by all the drama that goes on in this world .
I would like to say that for the firs time in my life I have lost my bestfriend .
I am not upset about it , because I still have a bestfriend that is in my life .
That man is the one that I want to spend the rest of my life with .
The one that I know is going to be around for a long time and isn't going to talk crap about me when they are away for awhile .
Maybe more then awhile .
Pretty much the rest of your life .
The question everyone asks is : Is there someone out there for me ? A soul mate that will stay by my side ?
Yes , there is someone .
If something like this is supposed to happen then love will come to you .
I promise you this .
There is some people that just don't find people and that is only because they don't know what they want from someone .
Know what you want and what you need to be happy in life .
You will find your someone .
Comment away everyone(:
I would like to say that there is a lot that has happened in my life to the point where :
- I can't speak unless I am speaking my mind and the total truth about whatever I am talking about .
- I can not yell at anyone and I can not stand anyone yelling at me .
- I can never get close to someone unless I know that they are going to be there for life and not going to leave at any time .
- I cherish what I have and I know complain about the things that I don't have .
- There is no one that can stop me on the journey that I want to make throughout my life .
- I am afraid to let anyone down no matter if I can not accomplish something or not .
- I show everyone how much I care no matter if I don't like them or I do .
- I feel stupid when I do something wrong when they know that I have the effort to do something right .
- I will never let someone down no matter what the task is .
- I can't trust anyone and that is bad , because I can't even trust my own father .
- I would rather love and have then never love at all . ( I know this isn't the quote , but it's true )
If you ever want to talk to me about what happened to make me like this . Then please message me .
I would like to say if you ever get the chance to go to a school performance or a sport event that is being played at a school that you should . There is a lot of kids that would appreciate your support for all of the work that they have been doing for the longest time . Especially if it is your own kid . There is no reason that you should be missing such a big event that could possible change your kids life .
Opportunities are not going to be around all the time and they need your support to be pulling through some of the stress that they might end up going through from them trying to get something down and thinking that everyone has to be perfect to get far . No , that is not something they should be think and they should know that everyone has flaws . No one is perfect and that is a fact .
Stress is going to cause them to give up on some things and you should let them know if you can not make it for a certain reason ahead of time and that you support them very much on their accomplishments that they have made .
I don't know if this is going to help anyone , but at least I got it off of my chest .
Hello , my name is Torri-Lynn Gonzales .
I am sixteen years old and found experience project , because I was trying to find a social network that I was able to use at school and fell in love with this one .
I have had a hard life and I am proud that I keep myself as happy as I always am .
I have three half sisters .
My eyes are hazel brown and my hair is dirty blonde .
I love to dye my hair , so my dad thinks that I should go to cosmetology school .
Currently , I wear contacts .
I used to wear glasses , but my vision got so bad that my eyes couldn't stand glasses for more then six months .
My left eye is -4.0 and my right eye is -4.50 .
No matter if I am writing , pitching , batting or even picking up something I always use my right hand and barely have control of my left hand .
Both of my ears are gauged and my lip is pierced .
I used to smoke , but I stopped due to the fact that I realized that I was only smoking , because everyone I hung out with smoked .
My parents and I get along , but they don't get along with each other .
I am deathly scared of thunderstorms and I am pretty sure that I always will be .
I love sitting in the dark unless I am reading , because my eye doctor said that I will go blind if I read in the dark .
My favorite food anything that is made with potatoes .
My favorite movies are Finding Nemo and Despicable Me .
I baby sit for extra money .
If you have any questions about me just message me(: . Thanks !
Previous PostsMissing Him ., posted December 15th, 2012
My Man<3 ., posted December 3rd, 2012
What do you call a bestfriend ?, posted December 3rd, 2012
My Life, posted November 30th, 2012
Appreciation, posted November 29th, 2012
All About Me(:, posted November 6th, 2012
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